Gossamer Speckled Shimmering Give me that time between Before I knew about real. When the jaws of life Had not shut Themselves around my throat And i had dreams about what might be, What was next. Let me live in the Here and Now I cant stand to think back anymore. My sadness then is…
Month: June 2018
deceit
Deceit Have you grown tired of me? Does my form not fit the mold Of your collection of sad things anymore? Swallow your sins and Let me shine once again. Ill be my own sun, Shining Blinding
A visit
“We’ll have you take this and see if symptoms improve” you say as your eyes crawl from my gaze to my incessant leg. “things like that should go away in time”- Again, i am drawn to sadness because it is easiest to throw on others. The warmth I seek is not found in my own…
Not a Bear
not a bear digging for something anything to make me feel again- pinpricks in my fingers stabbing into my stomach an endless cycle that you don’t seem to get. there’s an anger for you, dad. for how many years did you suffer through this? Did you not know that your blood runs in me too?…
Centrist
fear- see the center of all things that most middle place where all the worst parts converge and spread outwards to be covered with sweetness like honey dripping sapping Drain my eyes close two and open the other so i see those things again and can revel in my own fears
Wine
wolf and wolf and wolf and- release cinders and smoke down to the valley that you call home. Burn those things you forget you have. scorch the earth and make anew a place for seeds to sit.
Perhaps
Smiling, just being called “Someone” Maybe love is every emotion wrapped into one- Pinpricks on my hands remind me of where we last touched. Feel my ring again as I hold my tongue and think to myself, “I love you”. afraid that it’s too much to give you. give me all your affections I can never…