And I thought yesterday was the bad one-
to leave someone
My instinct and gut reaction is to fight it,
to push back,
because that’s what people always tell me.
“You didn’t seem to care”
“You didn’t react to anything”
Always about my lack of something,
not doing enough.
but I don’t know.
Maybe I’m just a shitty friend,
and a worse partner.
Maybe I just deserve to be alone.